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Has anyone known this? Something I feel these days. The fear of my anger. From Myself. No I am not going to do it again. Never again. And better - that I dont feel like doing it anymore. Rather - I cant anymore. Something inside...changed in a look. In a flash - Like a wink. Something that was so deep rooted. Pulled out and thrown..in one single shot. And now I am a new myself. All Pleasant - Happy. Forever. Calm and Nice. Forever. Be Pleasant - Be Pleasant Always be Pleasant. Be Pleasant - Be Pleasant Always be Pleasant. I hear this inside my head - buzzing. And Its soothing. But then Why do I feel shaking? My legs going numb - everytime I laught at things. I would usually be Fire at. Has Someone Felt this too??