दिल की बातें, सीधे से

Falling in Love. All over again. YOu are the same And So am I. But something has changed. And So we Are. Here Today - Looking at Eachother. Like Strangers - just met. But it seems as if. We have known eachother forever. So we Are. Falling in Love all over again. But nothing is same. Doesnt feel like how it was. When we actually met. Thats how we want. Nothing like before. Anymore. Everything new - and All feeling fresh. Like Leaves after rain... All clean and Green. But it was a new leaf yesterday. Today it is a weathered one. Still it feels Fresh and good. Falling in Love. All Over Again. The much needed rain. After too many days of scorching Sun. And a huge storm. Here We are - Soaked in Love. Head to toe. Falling in Love All Over Again.

Has anyone known this? Something I feel these days. The fear of my anger. From Myself. No I am not going to do it again. Never again. And better - that I dont feel like doing it anymore. Rather - I cant anymore. Something inside...changed in a look. In a flash - Like a wink. Something that was so deep rooted. Pulled out and thrown..in one single shot. And now I am a new myself. All Pleasant - Happy. Forever. Calm and Nice. Forever. Be Pleasant - Be Pleasant Always be Pleasant. Be Pleasant - Be Pleasant Always be Pleasant. I hear this inside my head - buzzing. And Its soothing. But then Why do I feel shaking? My legs going numb - everytime I laught at things. I would usually be Fire at. Has Someone Felt this too??

This lump in the throat. Just keeps getting bigger. With every breath I take. Feels like - It has filled my head. Still Rising. Nerves Throbbing. My head gonna burst. It will pour from my ears. And Then It will be everywhere. Why doesnt that happen - Atleast then. I will know. What is it??? Boiling - rising. Inside my head. Ready to burst - any minute. And that moment - doesnt come. When - How long?? I can not take it anymore.

While going to pick up my lunch today I was hungry - Quite Hungry! I took a wrong turn and then had to take a U turn to get back on the track I was supposed to follow So I turn and guess what A Bird trying to cross the road. that tiny - brown bird. We all have seen - we see everyday. Hopping - right in front of my car. While I drive closer... She wont fly...She is happy - Dancing And taking the Chance of dancing in front of a moving car approaching danger. Enjoying every moment. And As I went closer - Very certain Its gonna fly - now - now - now It Flew Right across.. this close.. Again hapy Feeling victorious of taking the chance and winning That little Bird. Showed me today - A Way of Life. Triumphant - Victorious - Glorious. The Proud feeling of people. Who take challenges and come out with flying colors. Like that Flying bird. Today and Forever.

समय की सीमा , सबसॆ मजबूत , सबसॆ कटोर बान्धॆ हम सबकॊ धकॆलती हमॆ उस पार‌ और पीछॆ और पीछॆ वापास आनॆ की न‌ कॊई गुञजाईस‌ ना कॊयी बात‌ ना चलता कॊई बहाना ना चलती कॊई सिफारिश‌ बस बड्ता हुआ समय और इसकॆ गुलाम हम‌ कितनी बॆचैनी ‍ ऎक पल मॆ कभी कि कुछ भी करकॆ बस ऎक बार सिर्फ ऎक बार है जाना मुझकॊ समय कॆ पार‌ असहाय हम ‍ लाचार हम‌ इसपार‌ और हस्ता समय हमपॆ उसपार‌ और हम आज भी दॆखतॆ सप्नॆ कभी तॊ ‍ किसि दिन‌ जाना हमकॊ उसपार समय की सीमा ‍ बस है यही ऎक सीमा

Nostalgic I am. With the feelings of Love. I felt - years back. When I met you first. And when you saw me first. An eagerness to see..the anxiety when out of sight. This is similar to that..now years later. An addiction to you. Always feeling to talk..but donno what to say. Same feelings today. Is it only me? Feeling this way.. May be it was only me - years earlier feeling this urge. Thats why today its me alone. With my feelings and my emotions... Going with the flow.. All alone. Nostalgic with Love. Travelling back in time. All Alone.