InTolerance

This lump in the throat.
Just keeps getting bigger.
With every breath I take.
Feels like - It has filled my head.
Still Rising.
Nerves Throbbing.
My head gonna burst.
It will pour from my ears.
And Then It will be everywhere.
Why doesnt that happen - Atleast then.
I will know.
What is it???
Boiling - rising.
Inside my head.
Ready to burst - any minute.
And that moment - doesnt come.
When - How long??
I can not take it anymore.