दिल की बातें, सीधे से

Basant aata nahi, bulayaa jaata hai

On the dusty roads of Shantiniketan Early one morning and Late one evening Meet those lovers separated long time back, in that authors book leaving reasons behind and uncovering those secrets They see each other now caring for no one The lady bird, flies all over the town spreading her wings wide In the cradles of winds Now can nobody claim to be her own, but just that one ..... The flavor still lingers And I woke up, Was it just a dream?

While warming my tea and sipping it todat morning, it finally struck me. Why nothing ever makes me completely happy and satisfied. Now I know -It is just me. I am on maternity leave and I still have 4 weeks left. I plan to join back for atleast 3 months and then I plan to quit and stay home. So far it is fine, but the problem begins when the guilt of leaving my kids for 12 hrs a day starts hurting me and at the same time I also regret missing the business training I midded while I was on leave. That could have helped me going to next level...not that I do not enjoy taking my 5 year old for soccer classes, my heart swell with pride as he reads the book in library sitting with me. My 2 month old steals my heart away with every smile and so many times I felt moisture in my eyes. But then again.... It is wrong if I want this and that as well. If my heart can not be content with one thing. I want to find out my worth in the world while I also want to attend every easter/christmas or valenti...

Aaj subah uthakar kirno se roshan dekha bhigi ghaas me uchalate bhagte for chupchaap baithkar niharate ek khargosh ko, lagate chhalange tho fir puchha maine kyu kya tum bhi jaage ho kal raat nahi aayi nind kyu ki thi man me soch kya layegi kalki subah ye bhi tha dar ki hogi ya na hogi sunahari takdeer aur layegi bhor karwat badlaneme bhi thi ye jhijhak ki kahi dolega indra ka sihansan aur aaj hi ki raat ho jayega sab bhashm kisi tarah se kaati raat dar dar kar li har ek saans dhoop ki har kian se jaagi ummid aur aye ho bahar dekhne bhawishay kyu kiya vyarth tumne aye dost wo swapn jo ane the kal raat rah gaye adhoore kayi khwab jao jao...jee bhar ke ji lo ye pal kyuki bas yahi tho jo fir lout ke ata nahi.

Wrote this on one sleepless night this week. What do you expect with a 5 weeks old baby in house that gets up every 2-3 hours for feedings.That night I was so scared of waking uf after a nap that I decided not to sleep at all. It worked one night, rest of them are a roller coaster rides between the phases of falling asleep and attending to the baby. Since I know it doesnt last forever and may be I wont experience it again I do not want to miss amoment and enjoy every bit of it, after all thats what life is all about. Dil me yu tho arjuye hazaar Jo paati hain bas intezaar Tadapti rooh hai har pal paane ko unke ik deedar ankhe khuli ho yaho band nazar aate hain bas wo hi Chutati har lamhe ke saath unse milne ki ummid Khwabo aur khayalo me banakar ek taajmahal bharkar sanam ki baaho me ho jaaye kisdin ye jo agar gujar jaaye muhabbat ka junu is jishme se, isse pahle ki band ho jaaye dhadakna dil ka wur reh jaaye tarasati rooh sadiyo tak hamare taajmahal me

http://www.amazon.com/Celebration-Life-Prabha-Jha/dp/1439230854/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1238594643&sr=1-1 These days I am blogging with big news. Link above is for my ready to order...first time published book. Please provide me with review.

Here I am...and here are the baby pictures. I was working from home in the last week of february and Praket decided to come first thing on 3/2 monday morning..Well it took till noon as his dad was in office and it was snowing the worst of the year early that morning. Weather improved and now he is 15 days old..time flies. http://picasaweb.google.com/jha.praveen/Praket_born#

shapes3 Originally uploaded by prabhaJha adho alo chayate kichu bhalobashate aaj mon bholate hobe hobe bolo kaar karo noy shudhu je amar adho alo chayate kichu bhalobashate aaj mon bholate hobe hobe bolo kaar karo noy shudhu je amar || amari akashe tumi je dhrubotara tumi chara ami hoye jai je dishehara | achi mone aar morone ami je tomar adho alo chayate kichu bhalobashate aaj mon bholate hobe hobe bolo kaar karo noy shudhu je amar || jochona dhala ei raat jeno emni thaake premeri shopno mohol jeno emni thaake ami alo hoye ashbo hokna ondhokaar adho alo chayate kichu bhalobashate aaj mon bholate hobe hobe bolo kaar karo noy shudhu je amar || ami ja cheyechi tumi ta diyecho dhele mon mor moyuri hoye aaj pakhna mele tumi dakla kache thakle bhoy nei hariye jawar || Today is my last day of commute, there were calls to be made and lunches and papers and files to hand over…tasks to accomplish and mails to respond to which kept me busy in the morning. Now it is afternoon and I just wished t...

Park Originally uploaded by prabhaJha I just googled my first name with needs and following is what I ended up with. Too bad with such a name I had tough time getting even 5 of them. Prabha Needs A 10 Year Old Girl Or A 40+ Year Old Man. (What the heck – No way!!!) What Prabha needs now. (That is a serious question) Prabha: “What is enough? Satisficing information needs.” ( I am confused) Prabha Info places the needs of the client at the forefront, utilizing the latest technologies to deliver the best in content and style, always achieving... (bla bla bla and blab la bla…) It is hoped Prabha's teachers and school will ensure that she does not face harassment. Sir, — Prabha needs to be given. ( Did somebody request that while I was in school??) It is hoped Prabha's teachers and school will ensure that she does not face harassment. Sir, — Prabha needs to be given. ( Did somebody request that while I was in school??)

SUN RISE, Maldives Originally uploaded by a.rafeeq Yesterday was a holiday and Saturday was Pratyush’s much awaited birthday Party. They did everything 5+ years could do. Pratyush danced a lot on his favorite bollywood music and he even danced without music. It was wonderful; while I had fun making kids do all the crazy stuff I was bone tired and could not wait to crash as it was over. They sung some really funny Hindi songs and other rhymes. They wrote crazy messages on a T-shirt for Pratyush and also participated in the treasure hunt which was full of nothing else but the return gifts. As his birthday was over, the very question he asked me next morning was, when the baby is coming. When he asked me earlier I told him that the baby will come after your birthday and he never raised it again. But now he ought to know. Well I put it on the calendar that he follows and now hopefully he will wait till he reaches the date of my scheduled C-section on the calendar. I am also close to submi...