I wish

All I wish Today is
To Disappear from where I am sitting
Just melt into Thin air.
Get invisible.
Lost in Darkness.
Where I cant even See myself.
I cant feel.
How do I look or Feel.
Just go lost in a snap.
No body niticing me.
And never realizing I was here - around.
And never come back.
Into this world.
I wish to.
Not feel like a body a brain or heart anymore.
I wish - not be myself anymore.
Who Am I anyway.
Nothing - To be proud of.
So why not just erase myself from face of this world.
Who needs me anyway.
All I wish.
Is this - And thats all.